Apr 24 2013

20/04/2013

Published by at 7:44 am under Family,Loss

My mother passed away this morning.

I am so thankful to God that my sister, my Dad and myself where there for her, all together. We were at the hospital for over 30 hrs, give or take and hour or two. It is such a personal thing watching someone die, someone you love so ┬ámuch. There were some horrible moments, but I think she was at peace before she died. I am going to miss her so much. I called her every morning to “touch base” as she would say. ┬áMy dad has lost his other half, I hope that God will provide him the comfort and strength that he will need. Daughters are helpless..

The nurses presented her like a princess, putting a lovely red rose on her pillow. A Gideon Bible was placed on the table with Psalm 27 opened. Yes, wait on the Lord, and He will strengthen your heart..

I am up at 3am, it is the next day. It is my birthday. I won’t want to celebrate, but yet I do. I thank God for my life, which is so fragile. We busy our lives going here and there..building up our homes, and our accumulating our stuff.. Stuff that is left behind.

Acknowledge and take heart this day, that the Lord is God. In heaven above and earth below, this is no other. Deut 4 :39.

Four days later, only four. It seems like months…Today is my mother’s funeral. I hoped it would be in the morning, so it would be done, but I sit here instead..crying already. It is like saying goodbye again, but I know the truth, that she has already left us. I will miss her so much, words seem so inadequate.

Stephanie made a slide show of mum’s life, it makes me cry every time I see it. Jared just came down and told me not to keep watching it. I will have to be sneeky..

Kay Edwards, my mum.

 

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2 Responses to “20/04/2013”

  1. Bronwyn N.on 24 Apr 2013 at 8:35 am

    So sorry to hear of your mother’s passing, Cassie. Praying that the Lord will provide you and your family with comfort and strength during this time. *hug*

  2. Bronon 24 Apr 2013 at 10:26 pm

    Oh Cassie my heart aches for you and with you….I know you will be strong because your faith is sturdy…allow time to grieve and be kind to yourself.
    I will pray for you and your family that you will find peace in the love and beautiful memories of your mum. xxx

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